These are a few of the photos that I worked through on Saturday evening.
I think doing this, as well as seeing the miscarriage drama on Downton are the reason I am feeling upset about death and children and pregnancy these days.
Its hard to wade through it all.
But I think it should be done.
I had 24 hours of kid-free time before I started this, and 24 hours following doing it. I think that was important for me. Prior to Saturday, I had not looked at these photos I took on April 20.
It felt familiar seeing them again, but like a thing that happened a year ago, not a month ago.
I'll share the other photos and the stories behind them tomorrow.